The Source of My Confidence.

                                                  

 For You are my hope; O Lord God, You are my trust and the source of my confidence from my youth. Psalm 71:5 Holy Bible, Amplified Version

Society is a prison of keeping up phony appearances. To fit in with the “in crowd” you have to act in a way that conforms to what they think is right or wrong. They decide what to wear, what music to watch, what movies to watch and what food to eat.

I do not care what others think of me, I care what Christ knows of me and is making of me. Joseph a son of Jehovah

Who is “they’ you ask?

It is big business disguised as someone wise. I remember a time when these two guys would rate movies and many folks would decide which movies to watch based on their assessment. The strange thing is though, the movies they thought were super great must see movies were boring and duds to me. The movies they panned were the great movies to me. Strange how they were paid by the big movie companies.

I see movie stars and so called musicians commenting on world events like they are so wise yet they are idiots who know nothing. Many folks are just as big of idiots because they take their word for it rather than do research on it. Those of us who do do the research and call them out are called racists, bigots, hemophiliacs, to name just a few.

There are so many that wait in freezing weather and spend exorbitant amounts of money to get the latest mobile phone from a certain company just to feed their ego.

Those of us who are wise have confidence in who we are in Christ. When The Holy Spirit directs our steps it is because the Trinity loves us and desires only what is best for us not to empty our wallets or bend to worshiping them as idols. We have confidence in our Teacher and Guidance Councilor. We have confidence in who we are because we know Jehovah made us this way (that is not to say we are perfect or that we do not need the burning off of the dross- bad habits). We have confidence in what He is molding us into.

“The greatest prison people live in is the fear of what other people think.” David Icke Prayer: Thank you my Beloved Jehovah Kal El (voice of God) for speaking to me in a gentle assurance that it does not matter what others think of me but what is important is what Your know of me and about me and what I am capable of becoming when I dedicate my life unto You. I exalt Thee in the name who He who never listened to anyone but You in whim He was Jesus Christ. Amen

May the gentle assurance of Jesus’ sweet love encompass you today and every day.

Then I Woke Up.

Then You scare me with dreams And terrify me with visions Job 7:14 New King James Version

I had a dream where I was in a dark cell in a prison cell basement. I was led up a set of stairs believing I was going to be executed. There was a circle of people standing around a fresh grave. There were two signs by the grave. A woman seeing upon me screamed my name in shock but nobody could come near me or I near them. A guard said if I tried to run there was a special bullet to kill me.

Being terrified of death I thought of making a run for it.

Then I woke up.

I prayed to Jehovah that when my time comes to die the Holy Spirit will give me the strength to die like a Christian.

When I went back to sleep there was another dream.

In this dream a Chinese police woman led me up the same stairs. I believed I was going to be executed but felt strength and peace and ready to face the firing squad. Instead I was led to a desk and she was very nervous and afraid. She kept on apologizing repeatedly saying a terrible mistake had taken place and she was filling out the papers to release me. After she left the room a white western woman came and gave me papers in a very relaxed mood informing me these stupid Chinese had made these mistakes before. Then a door was opened and I was enveloped in a bright light.

Then I woke up.

A few days later I was reminded of those symbols by my grave and what they meant in Chinese.

 

They meant being with Jehovah in paradise.

That night after our Bible study everybody prayed for me to have a blessing of peace, strength and wisdom because my ministry of leading the Bible study group was so important as was my writing and that these activities were blessing far more people than I realized.

I did not either mention the dream or asked them to pray that prayer for me.

Prayer: Thank you Jehovah KalEl (voice of God) for speaking to me in dreams and the blessing of others praying for me. I give thanks in the name of He who gave Peter  and others divine revelation through dreams Jesus Christ. Amen.

May the sunshine of Jesus’ sweet love bless you today and every day.