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I Depend Very Heavily Upon


Don’t sin by letting anger control you. Think about it overnight and remain silent. Psalms 4: 4 The Holy Bible The New Living Version

Being a live in care giver for a narcissistic mother I depend very heavily upon The Holy Spirit to alert me to whenever this little devil is trying to intentionally push my buttons to get me angry. ( Then she cry babies to others that I am abusive towards her. )

If anybody is considering becoming a care giver my advice to you is: DON;T DO IT !! You will be used and abused like no other experience.

This comes not just from my life in Hell but from talking with many other care givers.

Fortunately this is a small town so most people know she is a psycho bitch from Hell ).

Instead of fuming over her abuse The Holy Spirit soothes my spirit with memories of all of Jehovah love for me.

After many years of suffering like this He guided me to two video’s on YouTube: 10 tactics to put a narcissist in their place and 10 tactics to make a narcissist respect you. After listening to them I was shocked at how well and how much she was playing head games with me. Now, when she tries her games, The Holy Spirit reminds me of what was said in those video’s and I take the appropriate actions which prevents a lot of fights ( which she loves ).

Prayer: Thank you Jehovah Mephalti (Psalms 18:2 The LORD My Deliverer ) for blessing me with sending The Holy Spirit to rescue me from the grips of satan when he tries to manipulate me into losing control of my temper. All glory to You and Him for this extremely important service. I praise You in the name of He who never allowed satan to control Him, Jesus Christ Amen

May I suggest we Christians start voting for politicians that have Christian morals like The Christian Heritage Party for the election here in Ontario Canada. Our rights and freedoms depend upon it.

This photo and article @ Joseph- Anthony a son of Jehovah 2022

Author: ropheka

As Christ is our King, so too are we His free will servants Joseph a son of Jehovah I have been a faithful servant of our Lord for the past forty years. He has led me to move from the farm to the city. It was there I learned natural medicine as well as to serve by doin volunteer work in a hospital. This was preparing me for the next stage of growth and service unto Him. The next phase was to live in a tent in the western provinces of Canada planting trees. It has here in His marvelous creation of nature that He taught me so much of Himself while serving others in camp as a first aid attendant. If anybody got sick or injured they always came to me. As well, I learned to be a big brother and care about their mental health and for most, it was the first time they were ever loved. This caring for others prepared me for the next step which was to be a teacher all over China. Here not only did my example guide many to our Heavenly King but also taught me how to deal with narcissist. This prepared me to come home to take care of a narcissistic mother while dealing with narcissist family members. It was in China that the Lord also guided me to become a Christian writer which has been faithfully done for the past ten years. I know not what will happen tomorrow but I know who holds tomorrow in His hands and it is Him I place my total confidence and trust in. Joseph a son of Jehovah

3 thoughts on “I Depend Very Heavily Upon

  1. “Used and abused,” those is fighting words to me, and “been there done that,” dealing with a psycho bitch from Hell more than a few times over the years, whether it was what I thought was my girlfriend or even some kin folk! Then there are those we can run into in public circumstances, even on this “world wide web” which so many thought was some cool and amazing thing coming at us a couple of decades ago. But all I’ve seen it become is that “WEB,” like a “spider’s web” or more fittingly a “WEB OF LIES, DECEPTIONS AND MANY PSYCHOS,” all running rampant and causing whatever trouble or aggravation they can! This web has become a place where some people treat their mental illness or evil predilections by playing the game with people in an enormous “Insane Head Trip Digital Roller-coaster Ride!” Sure there is a lot of good that comes out of this mode of communication but for any good thing I see several bad ones happening by the minute!

    The world is going nuts and to hell in a hand-basket and people are becoming more and more “herd mentality groupies and fools” to be quite honest! I see so many people who sit on their fat asses all day just playing troll and moron with their digital device or PC! This is the Dumb-Down of civilization sorry to say, and it will get much worse moving forward when “social credit and behavior points” will dictate what you can do or where you can go and whether you require “a visit by the enforcers” to take you away for “elimination!” Bill Gates that puss-ball minion of Satan already spent time working with Xi Jinping and the CCP developing “mobile extermination vehicles” to do patrols in the not distant future; you think I’m kidding; the evil China Totalitarian Government already select people for organ harvesting within certain groups of people! Do you think these power monger mental maniacs around the globe have intentions of making our lives healthy and happy? Think again, they want us dead or in the least minion slaves! We are expendables and becoming obsolete! So Psycho Bitches are on the increase along with Psycho Tyrant Leaders getting ready to turn us to Toast, literally!

    The founding Fathers of America some very great decent God fearing human beings had to and did escape horrible tyranny at the hands of “the worst and poorest excuses for human beings” at the time; but do you think things have changed in this regard, and that we don’t need to escape now? Think again! I wish I was living back in 1776!!!

    Thank you for the vibes and mind jarring jolt of reality!
    God bless you!
    Brother in Christ Jesus,

    • Men and women have not changed since Adam and Eve were booted out of The Garden of Eden
      The Highway to Heaven is bumper to bumper which is why why see and experience abuse so much.
      We who belong to Christ can and do depend upon Christ to help us to navigate around these pathetic creatures.

      • Hi Brother Joseph! Hope things are going very nicely there! I’m a bit behind the curve and just caught up to this comment! Yes it sure if a busy super modern digital highway now too; which as I see it is not making matters actually better but much worse as more people today say over even 50 years ago are off the rails and heading down the highway or road to perdition; some even speeding to get there as damned fast as they can! Man would I feel more comfortable spiritually speaking if I was living in any past age even at the start in the Garden than this madhouse! Really look at this insane wicked world how big and ugly it got!!! I mean what people have made it and how they are in a stupor of B.S. This sucks and I would like to be living like a cave man over this insanity! But the glass is half full and plenty of hope as I see it all because we have the Lord our God Almighty to bring it home if we do our part!
        God bless you and yours!

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