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I was Convicted


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May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing to you, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer. Psalm 19:14 The Holy Bible, New Living Testament

Recently I was convicted while reading a morning devotional. The Holy Spirit convicted me that the words of my mouth did not match the meditation of my heart. Someone was terribly abusive to me and I said some very unchristian words in anger and frustration (the abuser did not care that her actions caused me great physical pain).

I promptly repented and even though she is still abusive my meditations with my Beloved are in love again.

It does not matter how much anyone is physically and or mentally abusive to me. All that matters is my loving obedient relationship with my Heavenly Beloved. Joseph a son of Jehovah

Prayer: Please Jehovah Heseh (God is love) bless me to always keep my focus on our loving relationship no matter how abusive those around me are. It is the anchor that hows me close to You in those horrible storms. I humbly request this in the name of He who calmed the violent storm on the seas for His disciples Jesus Christ. Amen

May the gentle assurance of Jesus’ sweet love encompass you today and every day. Joseph a son of Jehovah

Author: ropheka

As Christ is our King, so too are we His free will servants Joseph a son of Jehovah I have been a faithful servant of our Lord for the past forty years. He has led me to move from the farm to the city. It was there I learned natural medicine as well as to serve by doin volunteer work in a hospital. This was preparing me for the next stage of growth and service unto Him. The next phase was to live in a tent in the western provinces of Canada planting trees. It has here in His marvelous creation of nature that He taught me so much of Himself while serving others in camp as a first aid attendant. If anybody got sick or injured they always came to me. As well, I learned to be a big brother and care about their mental health and for most, it was the first time they were ever loved. This caring for others prepared me for the next step which was to be a teacher all over China. Here not only did my example guide many to our Heavenly King but also taught me how to deal with narcissist. This prepared me to come home to take care of a narcissistic mother while dealing with narcissist family members. It was in China that the Lord also guided me to become a Christian writer which has been faithfully done for the past ten years. I know not what will happen tomorrow but I know who holds tomorrow in His hands and it is Him I place my total confidence and trust in. Joseph a son of Jehovah

6 thoughts on “I was Convicted

  1. I have a family member who was treated bad by their mom their whole life. It wasn’t until the mom was dying that she told her God forgave her for it giving the family member some kind of peace. The mom was tormented and plagued with shame and guilt her whole life about her feelings and nobody knew why.

    I’ll pray for you too.

    • Perhaps the most difficult task ever given to anybody is to be a live in caregiver for a family member. Most receive little thanks and a lot of grief for their efforts.
      Thank you for your prayers.

  2. It was actually my grandma I took care of. I refused to coddle her when I knew people would and would always say “you think the medicine is keeping you here. You don’t think God is keeping you here for a reason and is in control?”

    I never knew why… and maybe that was why. For my aunt.

    • That is so true what you said.
      For me everybody thinks mom is a great ol gal. They should try to take care of her and see how fast they change their opinion.
      The soul you see on the street is often very different than the soul that lives in the house away from the public eye.

      • Yes exactly! That made me laugh only because I would also
        Always think “wait… have you met her?!”
        She could be sweet but she could also be a pill. 😂
        And nobody understood because they never saw it. They just a cute and sweet old lady.

      • That sad thing is that that is so very common.
        You should see the scammers in seniors homes, boy they could win an Academy Award with their performances.

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